Pedal Strike

Despite all the pins and needles scattered around my desk and floor, it’s my knee that’s feeling it today.

But it was so worth it.

Yesterday was gorgeously beautiful; a clear summer day with radiant blue skies and the kinds of clouds you want to chase on a bicycle. Summer had arrived in Boston at last. And that kind of weather necessitates a post-work bike ride, even if you’ve been battling the urge to pass out at your desk since 3.00pm.

And what perfect timing, too. Projects have entered that lull in the storm where waiting becomes the primary task. Restless waiting. The kind that just seems to take longer when you’ve been cooped inside for extended periods of time. Besides, one look at my desk and it’s obvious that I’ve been doing too much of one thing and not enough of another.

I love Rapha [clearly] and le Tour, but watching, looking, seeing others ride had me itching to get back on the bike. And yesterday, for the first time in weeks, I rolled around slow and happy, with only dinner and a crumpled shirt in need of ironing waiting at home. No five hour stretches of eye-searing, temple-hammering work, post-real work. No to do list that never got completely checked off. No stressful mess of hats that had to be completed by whatever date.

Not that I don’t enjoy that kind of work. I’m a workaholic, after all. Just that sometimes, when I manage to give in to that small tiny voice that tells me to relax a little bit, I need my rides to be long stretches of mental numbness concerning the uncertain future. Just me and my bicycle, here, now, in the present.

A friend – a runner who sometimes cycles – complained to me the other day about how long it took to go on rides.

“It takes hours. I can just go and do an hour of running.”

True. But that’s what I love about cycling. Hours and hours of solitary quality time with some steel/aluminum/carbon fiber tubing. The ability to get away from it all. The inexplicable feeling of getting lost but forgetting all about going home because this grassy field you’ve just discovered is fucking awesome.

I need to do more of that. A lot more.

Now if only this knee will hold up.

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